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A whack job who's one big ball of misfit!

a potted plant that has many pink flowers

a potted plant that looks green and has two violet flowers

a potted plant that has a small american flag in the pot, the pot is filled with green plants and a few red and violet flowers

a small potted plant with a small american flag and green plants, a red flower is to the left of the pot

A Few Photos of My Mom’s plants

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Is this a photo of a happy man. A smiling man. The truth is, this man hides behind that smile a world of pain. Crushing depression, paranoid delusions, obsessive compulsions, mania, crippling social phobias, autism and all the baggage that comes along with being Deaf/Hard of Hearing. This photo was taken about December 1994. The beginning of a decades-long battle with weight due to a mental health medication called Depakote. At the time this photo was taken I weighed less than 180 pounds, and now I weigh 355 pounds. My mental illness only got worse. I never held a job more than a couple of months. The total time that I worked in the 90's amounted to no more than nine months. After the year 2000, I never worked again until the year 2015. I lived in horror. I lived alone for years at a time away from family with no mental health treatment. My behaviors weird, my thinking disordered. I was born sick. I have never known a sound mind. My situation pushed my mom and dad into NAMI. Drug after drug failed. Therapy failed. Every treatment failed. I only got bigger and weirder. I went from an athletic kid who was in great shape who loved to move to a slug that ate everything in sight who suffered unbearable mental pain. In January 2010 I met a woman online who said I love you. I shared with her what I looked like. Being a tech geek I should have known better, but it had been a long time since a woman had taken an interest in me. I was so shaken by her saying I love you; I had a profound awakening. In that February I decided that maybe I should be the best I could be for those that love me. The woman turned out to be a scam, naturally, but that's ok, I left her long ago. Older and wiser. Since Feb of 2010, I have been seeking mental health treatment and healthcare with a zeal that I had not had before. I started to attend a 12 step program. I found a Doctor who would not accept mental health medication side effects as acceptable. I am working hard to lose weight. I have been a part of a 12 step program for alcoholics and have just joined another one for compulsive overeaters. Much highs & lows, but the trajectory is up, up! #mentalhealth

🎵 We are the Champions! You know that song, by Queen. This photo is from 1989. I was 16 years old. Must have been conquering something? #queen #wearethechampions #champions #athlete #1989 #sweet16

A painted rock my mom had a neighbor paint for her. #rock #paintedrocksofinstagram #paintedrocks #paintedrock #paintedrockart #art #artwork

Little bird house that acts acts as a fountain. The water comes out the nozzle and goes into the pitcher in a loop. #fountain #water #birdhouse

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